Hi Baby, I just wanted to say I love you and Miss you. We had a wonderful Christmas and today is the first day of 2009. The girls are doing much better thoguh they miss threre Momma. I saw your Mom and Jan the other day at a store and they look good. Jan was wearing one of your old dress which I noticed and asked her about. You are still missed much. Although it seems we have fewer people writing testimonies many still visit this sight. All still remmebr how beautiful you were inside and out. I guess you know you are now officially a grandmom. she is beautiful and looks just like you do. I hope to post a picture soon. Any whay I have moved on as and am glad God has seen fit to provide for me. I am sure you would be proud. I still miss you so much and see you in so many things. Serving the master (Jesus)is such joy he send his holy spirit and I thank him for that.  Thank you for giving me 27 years of joy and three beautiful daughters and bring me to the master and helping me in my career.  I pray others can find the love we had.  Love Billy 

As I sit in the lobby of a hotel this evening.  I look back on the day.  I sat in the hospital room with dad.  He look bad.  But I pray for him just as I did for you.  I read the bible and watched him breath.  I wathced him moan.  I watched him lost and I prayed,  I cried with tears thinking of the suffering you went thru and thelove you showed to me which i did not deserve.  I love my dad and i believe he will make it thru.  I thought of the choice Jesus made for us because he loved us.  I thought how sad it is for people to have not hope other then  in them selves.  I hurt for the ones I LOVE whom love the world.  And I get caught in the moment and I weep.  But God is soverien and I am human,  I am week,  I am worhtless.  I think of all I put you thru and how much you put up with and you just prayed so much for me.  You lead me to the LORD and then the LORD took you from me.  And I think how much I miss you and the sacrafices you made for me.  And Yet the God whom I love has gotten me thru.  And I think of the gift he gave and I Thank him for you and you for him.  Love is what i had with you and I am Thankful for every moment and I can only hope the GOD of the universe comforts my hurt for wondering if I ever made you happy.  I pray I did for a  oment or a life time.  I love you and miss you and thank you for so much.   

Billy&girls,  I think of you all often & say a prayer for you. I know you all miss Rhonda she was such a wonderful woman I will never forget her smile and loving kindness to everyone. It's been 1yr. since Tom went to his reward I miss him so but I know he and Rhonda  are rejoycing around the throne of our savior and cherring us on to be strong untill we can once again be with them. May God Bless and Keep you all

I was here today just to let you know i was thinking of you today.miss you.

Hey Mommy it's Cryssie here. I dreamed about you yesterday it felt so real, I thought you were really here hugging me. In my dream I kept hugging you and wouldn't let you go. It felt so real I wished I could've stay asleep forever I didn't wanna let you go- but I woke up. I cryied for a while when I realized you were still gone. I miss you so much I can't stand it- sometimes all I do is cry and cry! I know you would be proud of me Mom I have a good job at the hospital and Lewis and I are moving into our own place again. I hope to see you soon where I can forget all my pain and sorrow. I love you sooo much. Please Keep watch over me. Love, Crystal XXOO